You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Thursday, July 03, 2008
YA DISAPPOINTMENT !

I wanted to change. Not me. But to help, to assist. I thought I would be able to. I thought I WAS THE ONE! I know I am capable. I have no chance. Every FREAKING thing fell apart. Especially when I realise things weren't the way and direction I saw it was. Why is the world such a beautiful place. Will be messed up with all the F*CKed up people? Seriously. When things are supposingly simple WHY wanna F*CKing make things WORSE! IDIOT!
Simplicity is SUCH a bliss.
So is innocence.
I am not criticising or insulting but sometimes being mentally disable might make you live happier in this corrupted place? Not saying Singapore!! I mean the WORLD!
WARS WARS WARS.
Be it in any forms. Cyber, verbal, stares REAL wars!
Aren't people getting tired of all these crap?
Is that what some want to spent the rest of their lives to do?
Be my guest.
I am utterly disappointed to say, I tried, I hold on but I did not succeed. I wished I did. I knew I could. If not I wouldn't be disappointed. If I were to have a go again. I wished I could. But those are probably some ungranted wish. The world is fair and cruel.
I will do it again.
I want to.
I know I do.
sometimes, things happen in a way we think it was fated. many are rude intruders. some just drop by. even worse WRONG TIME. such a waste.
the wind blows...
"bubblized~"
OI I INVENTED THIS OK!
i will
if only
i could
it makes me smile again...
"firefly.
come back to me.."
damn good lyrics.
upsetting too.
Take the chance, there must be a way out.
Smile and forgive because things might not seem that bad after all.
Live life as it is, trust your heart
❤
@11:59 PM