You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
looking back
I miss all the good chances. Tell me what are the right choice.
I made horrible ones. I made TERRIBLE ones.
I am truely sorry for hurting those who are not meant to be.
XOXO
I hope you know how i feel=)
Chances are there.. for us to look and decide.
What am I going to do next.
Should I have taken?
Should I have ignored?
OR
Should I have just tried?
Too many times I asked myself.
Sorry for being me at times.
I know I am really weird. Scarry. Random. Quite tall. Rubbish talker.
Lousy at praises. KIAM SIAP (at times) Over worried. Talk too much.
Microphone. Should be soft like a lady.
ROUGH LIKE A MAN
I am a very MOOD person.
I can be straight forward or slow at the wrong times.
I UNDERSTAND FAST.
but sometimes slow.
and i will rly get upset for hurting people.
At times i hurt on/not willingly/accidentally
IT KILLS ME INSIDE
I cry as soon as i turn.
To hide.
To get away.
These are some the things to know aboout me.
I love animals. I love meat. I love fruits. I love vege.
I LOVE BUGS.
I LOVE MANY THINGS
MANY MANY MANY.
from mouse, rats, lizard, grasshopper
YOU NAME IT
SPIDERS.
height SPEED GUNS CARS PLANES =)
history
singing dancing
haha
the list goes on because
THIS IS ME
I am very much rcognized with my signature smile and teeth.
(sometimes my eyes)
=.=
HAHAH!!!
CRAZY ME. HALF ASLEEP TYPING CRAP.
SORRY PEOPLE.
I sometimes need you to tell me.
I hate being kept in the dark.
It makes me cry without you knowing.
I feel lonely at times you don't realize.
Sorry to freak some of you out when i am suddenly quiet.
I have my bad emo days.
EXTREME MOOD SWING-er
LOVES FOOD
LOVES PEOPLE
LOVES ART
LOVES PHOTOGRAPHY
LOVES SCHOOL
Loves You
YES
YOU!
=)
Tell me ok?
I might be pondering at some little things that doesn't seem to be a big deal or matter to you.
It makes me thinking and sometimes keep myself to my own.
Afraid that some bad things will happen.
I know i hurt people.
MAYBE YOU.
I am really sorry.
sometimes i may seem to not care.
THINK AGAIN.
i may seem to forget.
I am sorry.
I sometimes rly forget. or act? SOMETIMES LA
IT DEPENDS...
I care.
I DO.=S
sometimes i seem to forget people close to me?
SORRY.
find me at times too.
i can be innitiative BUT normally.
umm
approach me too?
I care.
I REMEMBER PEOPLE.
somethings create good memories.
It makes me laugh.
I remember people.
I remember some things they say.
I REMEMBER people's face. smile and laughter.
and
I imagine alot.
I can image you
BOTAK!
just an example
=)
I HATE TO BE THAT BITCH AT TIMES AT HURTS ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE!
TELL ME!!
I can be dare-devil.
High elements that day WAS EASY.
NO KICK.
i mean it.
=X
Take the chance, there must be a way out.
Smile and forgive because things might not seem that bad after all.
Live life as it is, trust your heart
❤
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