You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Monday, June 09, 2008
Late! This post is for Sunday edited on 10/6/08
Dreams 2days in a row. I had weird dreams.
1. I was being backstabbed. That person's laughter still rings in ever so loudly in my ears. I can see your evil grin when you lead me through your plan. You succeeded. I made the wrong decision. But there was no return. From there. I woke up. Thinking about whether it was real.
How could it be real?
Are things really that way?
Was it a sign that I should rethink and make the right decision?
I decided once again. It was just a dream...
2. I dreamt that I had a call from someone to ask me to go out to chill out. I said OK. Well if that was in reality, I would answer differently. Then again, I recieved another call that shocked me. That person asked me whether I was joining them. My heart skipped a beat. I recovered from shock and said "Yes honey, I am going." HAHA. I wonder why. It felt as if... I was awake and dreaming at the same time. It was hard to explain how I really felt. The short conversation went on and on to the point I said I have to go change or I will be late, reason being the location is at Orchard. You mearly replied "Oh...O...o....o..k...k...." It seems like you can't bear to hang up XD which was what I wanted to hear!
It is good to hear.
To reminisce.
Smile=)
At that point. I am torn from dreams and reality. You can never really tell which is which. Sometimes what you dreamt might be a sign. To warn or simply show you what you really want deep inside... Lets just say. Not all dreams are fantasy because clearly, I have complete opposite dreams for 2days consecutively.
I was waken up by my dear mother. Who was nagging at why I bought an expensive dress that have the quality of cotton shirts. I was...speechless. HAHA. I like it but. I have having...2nd thoughts again. Maybe I did made a wrong pick. Maybe I should have picked the other piece. I really don't know now...
OH NEWS FOR C&L YOU 2 HAVE TO MAKE A CHOICE. RYAN'S FRIEND NEED A DATE AND ASK YOU 2 TO MAKE A DECISION. HAHA~ HOW COOL??
I have some pondering thoughts with:
1. Soccer matches.Why do we progress so quickly with technology and that all decision still lies on an old man running around the big field with only a whistle and 2 cards? No offence. I am just curious. If they ment to have someone there to stop fights. Well. You can still put him there. But all the unseen fouls and violence... What are the camera's for? Or should I say, What are we for? We watch the match and see the referee make so many mistakes. But why? Do we still do it? Aren't we suppose to learn from our mistakes and make changes?? Why not the referee on the field listen to another referee who is at the top where he will have a bird's eye view to double confirm everything? I really don't understand... =.=
2. Photosynthesis.
I wonder if plants will still photosynthesis when their roots is cut off. There is a comercial on new lights so that your vegetables will still photosynthesis in the fridge... HMM... a little fishy...maybe theres another meaning to it. HAHA. Waiting to find out.
3. Oil prices.Both side of goverment can rise prices and tax. So did our daily needs. Everything is getting more and more expensive. How do we survive in Singapore now? The oil prices shot up nearly 3times as it used to be. (now $138)
If everything rises...
BUT
Our pay remains as little...
I think.. Many of us are in some trouble...
4. I forgot.....
updated Tues 10th June 2008 3.30pm
4th point being Tattooed.I randomly asked Ryan about what he thinks about tattoo. Because we were on our way back to woodlands and the freaking train made everyone get off at AMK. (which I conviniently forgot there are 3 tracks there too =.=) There are many people around so I did saw many with tattoos. Personally. I like tattoos. Many times wondering should I get a small one. Maybe at.. the back of my neck or ears.
THENthe main point IS... this deadly truth I FOUND OUT!
Ryan said he read somewhere that tattooing is a process of poking ink into our exposed skin. When the skin is being exposed and the pores open up, the ink seeps in. Theres where it becomes permanent. But our body have an
auto-pilot (zzz) function that wants to force out the ink. So every few years you will have to re-color your tattoo.
Sooner or later... If you keep having tattoos at the areas of your vital organs. The ink will penetrate through your skin AND GO TO YOUR ORGANS. oh my... scarry can?
The funny incident he told me was.. He saw this OLD uncle somewhere and saw a tattoo on his chest. So he was STARING at it. The uncle said "KUA SI MI KUA!?" (See what!) then he say "KUA LE EH JIAO!" (See your bird!) HAHAHA. The uncle claimed that years ago it is an Eagle/Hawk. But now to Ryan it looked like... A pigeon woo~ We definately know the difference between those two. HAHA.
(from the original post)
Last. Super disappointed with myself. I need to get a close moniter on my food intake and EXTRA workout... Else... AHHH!!!~ Narnia was actually a nice movie! Not Excellent. Not Bad. But Good... You can catch it. Its not bad. XD
Take the chance, there must be a way out.
Smile and forgive because things might not seem that bad after all.
Live life as it is, trust your heart
❤
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