You've got the poison, I've got the remedy

As I walked through ToaPayoh. When I realised I might see you. I went OMG. But I remembered you are at home. When I asked Clara, she said you went work. Maybe we weren't fated meet. I wouldn't know what to do also.


You fucker seem to be enjoying your life man. Clubbing. Hungry for alcohol. Hungry for girls dancing. NO. I mean grinding. In clubs what do you expect?

One who said

YAYA CRAP talk only. I think that place is suitable for you.

IT IS YOU.

One who don't want me to join dance. Because you don't want me to have body contact with other guys. When you secretly met Clara to clubs. THANKS MAN. I SO APPRECIATE IT. What "I will feel bitter-sweet knowing you dance with other guys blabla"

Did you ever ask how do I feel?

NO.

HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT HOW I WOULD FEEL?

YA. Clara's the boss. From what I gathered. YOU met her after your boss meeting and then happily ORDERED your drinks.

FEEDING ON CLARA ONLY. HER MONEY. HER BILLS.
Although I did not allow, but just a cup of orange julius paid by her I was Paiseh sia.

NOW SHE have to pay for your fun.

Like a parasite.

I am ranting not because I miss you.

IT IS CUZ.

Not realising what you do.

I am not going to bother hiding the truths I KNOW anymore.

things you said behind me.

YEA.

THE REAL YOU.

and YA. In case you still wondering what I know.

_____ is not part of this issue/mess. It is just that.

YOUR FACE IS FUCKING THICK.

YOU ARE FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE!

When you happen to know about _____. What did you do? When I KNOW. I was SUPER FREAK OUT. I don't know why I am so concern. BUT she is my friend. What a way to know her. What a history. Thanks to you...

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU EVEN LET HER GO TO MALAYSIA ALONE!
plus FULLY PAID BY HER!

oh man....

After knowing, I always hoped you will find a way to tell me. You might be different.

WHO KNOWS! You are just the same.

I know the times you are with Clara and ask her to Shut up when I called or you called.

Remember the chalet call honey?

I RECOGNIZE her cough.

There is NO NEED TO HIDE.

What is wrong going out with your ex-girlfriend Terence?

You think you know me.

You don't.

I would say "GO AHEAD" happily IF YOU TOLD ME.

(To other people reading this.There are so MUCH MORE I can't put here. So.. up to the point you are reading, it may just seem like I was angry and we broke up because of this little things.)

get jealous or angry just because you go out with your ex-girlfriend?

NOT ME!!

you will have to do better then that.


whereas you...

You get all jealous. Disappointed. Upset. Just because I am going lunching with 1 guy.

SO YOU CAN LA. GO OUT ALONE WITH GIRL

WOO. WHAT A FAIR WORLD.


Someone who fears to commit, have TONs of girlfriends.
AND

GETS GIRLFRIENDS LIKE ME AND CLARA WHO CAN commit.
Oh yah~ You are JUST A PLAYER right?


You have freaking so many EX-Girlfriends. And all broke off because of?
"Communication Problem"


I believe it is not the girl's problem. You are such a difficult person. You never learn from the past. You of all people. You Terence. You LOVE history channel. You who love War Shows. Never learn from the past? SO IRONY.

Sensitive towards your own feelings and not others.
It is all about YOU. YOU. YOU.
and

" I WANT I WANT"

What is seriously wrong with you?
I really don't know.
Your fucking ego. Your arrogance.
Don't you realise sometimes the problem is you?

Having confidence is one thing.
OVER confidence and IRRITATING is another.

All the people who know you. Who knew you. All said the same thing.
You never realised don't you.

Your mother was right after all.

YOU ARE IMMATURE.
20years old already sia.

I am more mature then you like DUH.

Truth is. When I was with you. IT WAS JUST YOU. DON'T ACCUSE ME OF HAVING OTHER GUYS. I AM NOT LIKE YOU. It is hard for you to Trust other people, because you FEAR people are JUST LIKE YOU right!

It had been a WAITING GAME. Waiting for you to tell me everything. Waiting for you to tell me the truth. Waiting for you to tell me how you really feel. Waiting and more waiting.

It was really the worse time I EVER HAD.

Really Bleeding Love.

I LoveD you. I am not convincing you. Just ask my girlfriends. THEY KNOW. I have never been like this. I know you are reading. It doesn't matter if you are going to get pissed or wad-so-ever. You fucking should know what you did.


Just so you know.
I want to make it clear. I Loved you. I missed you. Days were hard to get by immediately after the brokeup. You know because you read... I was crazy. I suffered late aftermaths. All the fake fronts. I was damn high. Trying to just be me again. Breakdowns...

What to do?

I met you. It was a REAL ROLLAR COASTER RIDE.
I lost track of everything. I lost some friends. I lost my CCAs. I lost my family. I lost my time.
I lost myself.

It was fun and random with you nevertheless...


At least I am free. I told you before you are like my second DAD. So much restrictions. So much control. GOSH...When slowly Clara told me things. I kept to myself. Thinking. It might not be true yet. I am listening. No harm. All this time. Like a DUMMY.

You really don't know me Terence.

I have never been like this fierce to anyone.

I am just Fucking disappointed with you.

Unresponsible.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I don't know why am I typing this all the way till 5.30 in the morning. I really don't know. I should have typed this earlier.


Flings. Flings. Flings.
for you forever.

One who wants people to commit while he has no commitment.

I wonder what will happen after I posted this.
Should I add a picture of you.Hmm..


I WONDER..


Mr Know it all.

❤

Yours Sincerely,

XOXO

YunHua❤

I've never been perfect, But neither have you

may our roads intertwine again

Leave the past in the past, gonna find the future (:

Shout, scream & be heard

Ponder on the blessings and be grateful