You've got the poison, I've got the remedy
Sunday, June 29, 2008
I did it again.

What ever made me do it I don't know. I seriously don't know. All I know it I wanted to. And that was it. Things have indeed changed alot. Everyone have changed. Even I have changed.
Deep inside... I am still me. Just me. Nothing. No one can ever change that.
There is a part of me, beneath the tough shell and facade, I want to be heard too, to be seen, noticed...
It felt good to finally find the reason to cry again today. Right now... I have been fine. Things are falling apart again. All around me. Not only for me. I was doing fine. Although slowly suffering. Life felt all empty again. I can't believe I am broken inside. Can't you see that? How it feels like tonight? I have never felt like this before. It walked into my life. It felt right. Nothing else seems to matter. The shadow I see everywhere especially today. I will leave it all to fate from now on. It will always be a part of me.
To my dear friends especially LL&C, you do know you have me definately.
I didn't have a chance. I may never will. It is hard to say.
What truly lies inside...
Do you know?
xoxo
❤
The girls and I went out to Rotary Investiture today=)
Update photos on that as soon as I upload and get them.
Take the chance, there must be a way out.
Smile and forgive because things might not seem that bad after all.
Live life as it is, trust your heart
❤
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